
Rooted in Grace Episode 79: A Garden That Doesn’t Match: Thriving, Stalled, and Still Good
You’re Not Waiting for Freedom
You’re learning to live inside it
There’s a quiet tension I’ve been sitting with lately.
The kind that doesn’t feel dramatic…
but still shapes how you move through your day.
It’s that subtle sense that something is still missing.
That things aren’t quite where they should be yet.
That maybe—when everything settles, grows, or clears up—
then you’ll finally feel at peace.
But what if that’s not actually how freedom works?
The Lie We Carry Without Realizing It
So many of us are living like this:
waiting for clarity before we rest
waiting for growth before we feel confident
waiting for everything to “work” before we feel free
But here’s what I’ve been realizing—both in Scripture and in the garden:
Freedom doesn’t come from everything working.
Because if it did…
we’d never actually experience it.
What the Garden Keeps Teaching Me
Right now, my garden is a mix of things:
Some plants are strong and reaching.
Others haven’t moved in weeks.
It’s uneven.
Unfinished.
Still in process.
And yet… it’s alive.
That’s the part that keeps stopping me.
Because I’m realizing how often I interpret:
slow growth as failure
inconsistency as something being wrong
uncertainty as something needing to be fixed
When really…
this is just what living things look like.
The Shift That Changes Everything
Here’s the truth that’s been settling deeper in me:
Jesus didn’t come to give us a future version of freedom.
He came so we could live inside it now.
Not when everything is growing.
Not when everything is clear.
Now.
In the middle of:
unfinished situations
uneven growth
things that feel stalled right next to things that are thriving
Freedom looks like this:
You’re no longer owned by outcomes
You don’t panic when something isn’t moving
You don’t need everything to validate where you are
You can be present…
without needing everything to change first.
Why This Matters More Than You Think
Because if we don’t understand this…
We spend our lives:
striving for a version of peace that’s always just out of reach
constantly evaluating whether we’re “doing it right”
missing the quiet, steady work God is already doing
And the truth is?
You may already be standing inside:
answered prayers
healing that came slowly
grace that has become so normal you don’t even notice it anymore
A Gentle Question to Sit With
Instead of asking:
“Why isn’t this working yet?”
Try asking:
“Where am I still waiting for something I’ve already been given?”
That question alone…
can begin to shift everything.
If You Feel Stuck Between Striving and Peace…
If this resonates with you—
that tension between wanting to grow but also feeling tired of striving…
This is exactly why I created Rooted Reset.
It’s not about doing more.
It’s about learning how to:
slow down without guilt
recognize what God is already doing
live with intention instead of reaction
tend your life (and your soul) in a way that actually feels sustainable
We begin again in April, and you’re invited.
And If You Want to Go Deeper…
If you’re longing for a slower, more grounded way of living with God—
one that weaves together Scripture, garden rhythms, and real life…
My FREE e-book Rooted in Grace was written for you.
It’s a gentle guide back to:
presence over pressure
faithfulness over perfection
growth that happens from the inside out
Final Word
You are not behind.
You are not waiting for freedom.
You are learning—slowly, gently—
how to live inside what has already been given.
Stay there.
And as always…
stay rooted in grace 🌿

